In Chennai, I was working in a software company as Technical
Writer. In 2012, the company faced some financial crisis and its share market
has gone down drastically. Employees were given delayed salary. As a result, I
also, received delayed salary for two months (Sep & Oct 2012). Then, we did
not receive salary for more than three months (Nov, Dec 2012, and Jan 2013...).
In Nov & Dec 2012, I started searching for a new job,
but could not find one. Meanwhile, I was having heavy head ache. I did not know
the reason for the head ache before. I went to a doctor, had medicines, tried
stream inhalation technique to clear sinus problem, if any, but nothing worked.
The pain was aggravating. I had to sit on a bed in a dark room, hold a pillow,
bend down, and suffer with it. Then, only I realised, it is the worry that has
caused my head ache. All I came to know is, I was in fear, I could not stop the
intense thinking about my future plans. I did not even realise I was in
depression.
In Dec 2012, Bhagavan Paramahamsa Nithyananda conducted an
Inner Awakening program in cruise (in a ship) and came back to India and
announced that he is going to offer the essence of the Inner Awakening program
for free to all his devotees.
On 19th and 20th Jan 2013, we (me and
my father) attended this free program – Essence of Inner Awakening. Nithyananda
Swamiji gave the essence of the 21 days program in two days. More than 500
people took part in that program. At the end of second day, we all were having dharshan
and Swamiji was giving us the initiations (deeksha). 100s of people were
standing in the queue to get his initiation. There was loud divine music.
Usually, I enjoy listening to those devotional musics. But due to the severe
head ache, I was not able to tolerate the sound. I was not standing in the
queue. I was sitting behind, and waiting for others’ to complete their
dharshan, so that I can finally go and have dharshan without standing in the
queue. Moreover, I have planned to stay in ashram that night and leave on the
following day. So going late for dharshan was not a problem for me.
Finally, in my dharshan time, I met Nithyananda Swamiji. I
wrote my problems in a paper and gave him.
- (A personal request).
- Requesting him to bless that I should get a new job.
- Requesting him to heal my head ache that I was suffering for two months.
Nithyananda Swamiji gave me the initiation, and said, “I
will take care, you will get it.” (He told this statement in Tamil). He uttered
this in such a loud, bold voice. I saw the command, confidence and the
powerfulness with which he uttered the word. Then, I came down from the stage.
Only after some time, I realised that my head ache has gone. In one touch, he
healed my head ache. I was so happy. Then, in very few days, I got a nice job
offer with good salary. I joined the new job on18thFeb, 2013. I
realized the responsibility of the word he committed. It is Nithyananada Swamiji
who caused my desire into reality.
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